I'm still

Don’t beat yourself up about it. Leave the photograph there so at some stage if we wanted to we can see it that’s fine. I think Mum would appreciate seeing that poem. I’m still. This is the thing with the work that we’re doing I think here. The stuff with the outside world will always come in here. There’s a very thin line between what we talk about outside and what we talk about inside. To me knowing the photograph is there is the hope that it could be seen. I think we’re waiting to show you something happier than a photo. It’s there but it’s not there. It’s there to be seen but nobody sees it. I still haven’t looked at the ones we were given to us afterwards. I’ve only seen the ones from the birth.